Well the boys and I have been hanging out around the house for the duration of the last two days. I am officially a little bored. Yea sure, I could have found something to do, but I have not been feeling like getting out too much lately then I am bored when I don't. I think I am just waiting for spring to get here so I can enjoy being outside and doing things again.
I have been in a little bit of a weird funk lately. I think I am just emotionally and mentally drained. I lack motivation to do things, but it's not like I'm not getting anything done. For instance this weekend I worked on my cedar chest (it's almost finished now!), cleaned my house, did every piece of laundry I could find, worked on a few school things, and baked a cake. This isn't a bad list of things, but none of it was really all that fun. I guess I'm in one of those stages where I don't have anything great to look forward to, so I'm just kind of waiting for something to happen. All my friends are married or in serious relationships these days and sometimes I just don't feel like being the third wheel, but most of the time it doesn't bother me-I guess it's a part of getting older...
No decisions yet on TX. The long distance thing is really starting to wear on me and it makes me pretty grumpy at times. I've decided it's worse than being single. When your single you have that small twinge of hope that you'll find someone soon. With this you have someone yet your still alone all the time. It is frustrating to say the least! Not to mention I have this problem of trying to find a job. I haven't applied anywhere yet, but it's on my list of things to do this week. There is an opening at LC and Bellevue that I'm going to apply for to begin. I have been waiting on recommendation letters too - I am still waiting for them :-(.
