An update on all things crazy!

Ok so I know I haven't posted in forever and I hope to get back in the swing of things this week, so that I can start posting fun stuff!

New Years:
Dad and I went to Houston for the ISU v TCU bowl game ev1.net or Houston Bowl. It was a long drive, but we had a good time. I felt kinda bad at times though because at night I would hang with J and leave pops at the hotel. It's difficult when you having with your father to know what will be fun for him.

J and I went to a house party for New Years Eve and I got the chance to meet some of his friends. I had a good time they were all very nice...and very inquisitive about our "situation" it was cute they were so concerned about their friend. It was great to see him again, but now the long haul begins...at least now I can put stories with places and faces.

Birthday:
My birthday this year came as a bit of a surprise. I had worried so much about Christmas and our trip to Houston I kind of forgot about it. My dad took me to Hu-Hot the day of, then Olive Garden Friday with Mom and J, and finally Genji with the peeps on Friday...do you think those that love me like to feed me??? I don't know I had a great time and of course it's always nice to get presents. My friends mean so much to me-I don't know what else to say, they are awesome! I also got a dozen white roses from J. They were beautiful and my favorite, so that made it even better.

Last Day at work:
My last day at work was Thursday. I thought I would feel something when I left for the last time - excitement, scared, sad. I really was fairly indifferent. I was sad to leave my friends and to see how much they are going to miss me-it made me feel good and bad all at the same time. We also had a going away gathering on Friday which was great. I had a good time and was surprised on how many people came to see me off. My team got me a great gift of teacher stuff and a gift certificate to the teachers supply store. It kicked a**!

Other than that I am just trying to get ready to start student teaching and playing a little too much PS2. Today I spent my day clearing out all of the Christmas decorations, cleaning, doing laundry, and paying bills.

I think there comes a point where so many things in your life begin to change and you just start going with it. I'm just taking everything one day at a time and hoping that I made the right decisions. I am just ready to start my new career and figure out things out with J (ok so maybe not dealing with everything one day at a time, I've been stressing over my TX man a little too much-does this come as a surprise to anyone? I didn't think so). I guess if i were giving a friend advice about this I would say something simple like it will all work out in the end. Which I suppose it will.

Happy New Years!

This is a belated Merry Christmas for those of you who didn't get my hilarious Christmas cards this year (peeps you know what I'm talking about hee hee hee-ok well I found them laugh out loud funny) and an early New Years! I am headed to Houston, TX tomorrow to see a little ISU football and well it's handy that my honey is there too. He's been home now for about a week.

The holidays were exhausting for me cooking two Christmas dinner's is a bit much...I thought the barrage of dishes, cleaning, and cooking would never end. It did however end and I got just about everything I wanted for Christmas which was great. I am still trying to recover though - I am very tired and I've caught some sort of cold, sinus, headache thing. I have been struggling with an annoying headache for about 5 days now, but its not near as bad as day two when it was at about a migraine status - also Day 2 of Christmas - coincidence? I think not...

Those of you that know me well understand that I find New Years a disappointment every year and that I usually don't make New Years resolutions. The only goals I have for this year are to stop smoking (doing ok on this one the cutting back is no problem) and to keep my finances at bay until I start teaching - while keeping my sanity. I think I can...I think I can...oh wait maybe I've already lost my sanity what am I doing...

I just finished packing up my desk at work. It's weird I thought it would make me sad, but I don't really feel anything except that it is going to be a pain to figure out where to put all this crap at home. I guess maybe I'll feel differently next week. Only three days at work left. Then I will be unemployed, paying to student teach, and one year older before the week up.

I've been thinking about change - for obvious reasons. It's crazy that no matter how much planning, thinking, and stressing a person does change always happens in an instant. For example I have been planning to quit here for a while now, but until I walk out the door the last time nothing will change. Anyway that is my deep thought for the day..."change is instantaneous".

I wish everyone a SAFE and Happy New Years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UPDATE: Coheed and Cambria at the Beaumont Club

This is just a quick update! I had a great time at the concert the show was awesome and I loved it! I'm pretty sure J had a great time too...he yelled and jumped up and down a lot!


I have won 4 tickets for the Coheed and Cambria show in Kansas City for Monday 19th. As soon as I get them I am selling two of them because well isn't it obvious - I only need two, so if anyone is interested please leave a comment with your email address. Otherwise I will be posting them on eBay asap.